The Adventure of "808 Rosie"

2010-03-04T05:40:00.004-05:00

So I'm way over due on a post that's suitable for open consumption. I've been writing here and there but you really wouldn't have enjoyed the negativity, at least I don't even when I own it. As I type, the counter until my relief gets here is 25 days and the Rosie's-Give-A-Shit-Meter is officially at 1 over infinity. For a while, we joked around that it was actually "-i" but so few people understand what that means and I got tired of explaining it that we simply went back to 1/infinity. Many don't get that either. Ah, the cross of being the daughter of a math teacher. In the column labeled "goods" we can list that I have yet to choke my boss to death (not for lack of motivation mind you) and the fact that apathy is liberating thus making the days much more enjoyable (on a relative scale that is). Under the column labeled "others" is the fact that I am still here and the pool, which was closed due to a "fungus" is not only still closed but is completely empty with tiles peeling up from lack of the water weight. It looks like a scene out of Black Hawk Down in fact. Empty, dusty and surrounded by police tape with the sounds of wind and calls to prayer in the background. In a word, depressing. Originally when the pool closed, I questioned the head lifeguard via email on what exactly he meant by a "fungus" and never got a reply. All I can think of is a 20-something jackass decided he didn't need to leave the pool to take care of business. Frankly, I don't even want to think about how long the pool was actually like this before they tested the water and realized there was personality in the pool. The good news is that I can now blame everything on the fungus in the pool. Feeling dizzy? Tired and in need of a siesta? Completely disrespectful and argumentative with my superiors? That damned fungus again. "Sir, I'm just not feeling that well and I need the next 6 months off...it's that pool fungus you know." The insanity that I've experienced since I got off the plane in Kuwait? Clearly it's not me and must be the result of some toxin-producing somethingorother that is infesting my good judgement and sense of personal responsibility and professionalism. When I went home for R&R in October, I stopped in to see my witch doctor and she told me I had parasites. (Don't ask how she knows. I pay this woman $250 a pop to keep me healthy without giving me too much information because really, I'm just not evolved as an entity enough to deal with it.) I started putting two and two together and realized that maybe it was the pool. Witch Doctor gave me some dried somethingorother but I contemplated not letting them go because they sounded like fun. My own party-in-a-can (if you'll pardon the pun). You know, a group of friends that you can take with you everywhere and never be alone. A fun group that requires no extra baggage, they just tag along and bring their own entertainment to boot. You can talk to your little buddies and they never give you grief (except for that occassional intenstinal discomfort but isn't that small price to pay compared to the huge intestinal discomfort that most humans give us?) This begs the question though, where did they actually come from? The pool? Or the vegetables that are washed in the local water system. In either case, if you kill off your buddies, who's to say that the very next time you ingest either pool water or a tomato washed in Kuwait water that you won't pick up more little buddies? Aunts and Uncles of the original troop that heard you were a night-time hot spot and a great place for a XTC rave? What's the point in killing them in the first place? Since the pool is now closed due to too much personality, in order to avoid getting more buddies, I decided that I was done with vegetables for the duration and would only eat processed American food like the over-done gooey mac and cheese, Jiffy corn bread and the greens that are so over-cooked that nothing can possibly still be alive in there. Additionally, I'm going to add in the weekly Whopper from Burger King because (Wendy's isn't available and) if I'm going to be a depository for "guests", might as well get some personal satisfaction out of the deal. Moving on, for posterity, I need to include my horoscope from the Stars and Stripes (this once again falls under the heading of "I don't make this stuff up folks"): It really annoys you to have to repeat yourself, and lately you feel like you've been doing it a lot. You wonder whether anyone is listening. Someone in my office must be submitting this stuff to Holiday Mathis (writer of the column) because I think I was just saying this last week although it came out more like a whine with a brief sniffle at the end and a "nobody loves me" tag line. Picture included has absolutely no significance. I'm just that easliy entertained. Later folks.

Why Go Long and Not Fast

2009-08-30T12:18:00.006-04:00

This was originally going to be titled, "An Open Letter to Joe Friel" but after his retraction and clarification in his following post, I think it's been covered. So instead of Joe Friel bashing (I really do enjoy his blog: www.trainingbible.com), how about some questions, some food for thought concerning the psychology of sports and humanity in general. Joe's recent blog was about how the sport of running has changed such that the "cool factor" has gone from "how fast?" to "how far?" There's merit in that question but one of the things I objected to in the blog was the fact that he implied that there's no honor in "just finishing" an Ironman (insert any long distance event here - marathon, ultra, etc.). I personally had a problem with his dig on the "silly tattoo" but that's just me being defensive because, you know...I am the proud owner of one of those silly tattoos. His last line is it's easier to just finish than to go fast. There are so many things wrong with that statement I hardly know where to begin. For those who don't know, Joe Friel is a legend in the sports of running and triathlon. I personally own three of his books (which are excellent I might add). He's made an absolute fortune on the sports and has coached athletes for decades. So why would he say that it's easier to finish than to go fast? Is he: 1) that out of touch with the non-elite tier of athletes and 2) human psychology in general? His retraction made his point a little more clear - setting the same goal year after year doesn't improve you as a human being. Overall, though, his comments brought some interesting questions to mind. I got a real kick out of the comments that flowed as a result of the post. 99% of them were people jumping on the "I love Joe Friel" bandwagon saying how right he was. Many people vented that they get mad when people ask them about their racing and are judged negatively when they respond that they only do sprints or Olympic distance especially if the offender had never done a triathlon themselves. Seriously? This entire issue isn't about racing or triathlon or distance anything. This is about humans juding other humans. No one wants to be judged especially by someone they consider inferior (for not having participated at all). Do you see the irony there? No one wants to be judged...by someone they consider inferior. 'nuff said. Ironman itself is a business (an a very successful one at that) - that change in sports from fast to distance isn't the fault of Ironman. It's selling an identity. You pay $500 and spend countless hours and dollars in the months prior to hear when you finish, "You are an IIIIIROOOOOONNMMMMAAAAANNNN!!!" You get to wear the (silly) tattoo. You get bragging rights. You get the indentity of being someone who's worked hard enough to cover 140.6 miles in less than 17 hours. There's a reason IM gives you 17 hours. This is the IM catch that nets it so much money. It makes it accessible to the average person. If it were limited to 12 hours, your field (and hence money making potential) would be severley restricted because the number of athletes would be significantly smaller. There wouldn't be the drama. People love drama; they pay for it at the movie theater, they love soap operas. Drama sells. Americans love stories of 75 year old nuns kicking ass. Not only that but it sells and makes money for every facet of the sport: nutrition, gear, apparel, magazines, books, gyms, clubs, races...and on and on. The ripple affect of IM is huge and goes far beyond just distance sports. IM has been the wakeup call for so many non-elite people to get off their ass and make something happen. Unfortunately, we don't get to define our sport and we shouldn't. Joe doesn't own the rights on how successful athletes are defined and the sport will change again in the coming years. Even though I've competed in countless triathlons, I don't get to bitch when the sport changes in the future. If I don't like it, I vote with my wallet and take my money elsewhere. Joe's blog entry seemed off the mark to me because he seems to forget that many people who are buying his books (one is called "Going Long"; ironically enough not "Going Fast") are the ones who are "just finishing". After reading, it sounded to me like Joe felt marginalized because what he considers the marker of athletic achievement is no longer considered that by the average American. My final question is the the people who commented on his blog. To those people who get angry when someone judges them weak because they haven't completed an ultra distance race - why do you care? Racing is something we do, not who we are - do you feel personally attacked? Get over it already. At the end of the day, we're not Ironpeople, we're still just boys and girls tryin' to get by so why do people get their undies in a bundle over someone who wants to judge them as lesser? If you also get torqued because someone judges you as weak because you drink Zima, then there's nothing I can do for you anyway (both the judging thing and the Zima...) If they're so clueless that they don't understand that doing a successful Olympic distance is every bit as challenging as doing a successful IM, they their opinion isn't worth anything anyway so saddle up and leave them in the dust. The same week that Joe's blog came out, Alan Couzens wrote one with the finsher (in reference to the endurance lifestyle) that said, "the journey is the destination." Couldn't be more true. It just so happens that the average American who doens't understand triathlon and running thinks that the journey to a fast 5k time just isn't as sexy as the journey to finishing an IM or marathon. These are probably the same people that wouldn't understand why someone would take a lesser paying job to spend more time with family and friends. Having spent probably way too much time wondering why I train for distance races (always have - love to go long), I have just wasted another hour here but again the journey is the destination and I needed something to write about... In any case, I will likely never do a double Roughwater, a Double IM, an ultra marathon or anything else that crazy and don't consider myself lesser for not having done so regardless of how someone might judge me. What I have done already has trained me for the real endurance race that is life, has taught me patience, mental endurance and to face my own artificially set limitations. So Joe, that's why I think it's ok "just to finish". IM doesn't breed or reward mediocrity as is suggested. If it does then someone better tell Sister Madonna that she's one mediocre nun. Aloha Nui Loa P.S. To my younger sister, I still love you even though you don't run races :) You're an endurance athlete of the best kind. Mom with two kids and full-time job - now that's endurance!!

Tuesday, August 18th

2009-08-18T11:39:00.003-04:00

It's rare these days I actually have something to write about. Something that is actually able to be posted to an open forum that is. Life has hit the status quo and is trudging along day by day without me even knowing about it so it seems. Most of the things worth writing about usually involve people and their weirdness, most of it really not suitable. It seems like anything goes these days on the internet but I still subscribe to the idea that there are many things not meant for live TV. Additionally, a lot of it would be bitching and I'm really working on keeping that to a minimum. I will mention pet peeve numero uno however. Women walking around in the shower area completely buck naked - and not like...you know, in transition from shower to robe. Just hangin' out naked. Brushing their teeth...naked. Putting up hair....naked. If you're going to hang out naked, can you at least please be good looking? Seriously. Today was a rare day. The winds shifted from where they usually come from out of the desert to coming from off the Persian Gulf. I walked outside today and felt humidity for the first time in about 4 months. It was glorious. The temperature had dropped from about 115 to 94 to boot. The best part was the aroma. If you've never stepped off an airplane in a tropical place near an ocean, you've truly missed on one of life's best experiences. It's that heavy smell of marshy salt water. Today I thought I landed in Key West (yeah, duh, except for the obvious...although with the naked women running around, one might forget where they are after all). It always amazes me how powerful an aroma can be and how something as simple as a odor in the air can completely catapault one into a place in the mind that is thousands of miles away. In this case, about 12k miles. It's the smell of Jimmy Buffet, a Purple Passion from Fat Tuesdays, the sights and sounds of Duval Street right down to the dogs and homeless that wander around in the street, a beer at Sloppy Joes, a Cuban from Para-Dykes cafe, pulling 6 G's in W-74 and a Slice of the Wheel at 1 am...ok make that 3am. And if I have to explain all that, you wouldn't understand. Have a great Aloha day and if you're in Key West today, belly up to the bar and toast to being in paradise.

To eat weinerschnitzel or not to eat weinerschnitzel

2009-07-12T09:42:00.003-04:00

After my last post, my husband decided to remind me that I'll never be happy with any of my race times and that it's entirely impossible for me to simply "enjoy the process". I told him to shut up and color. Clearly, he doesn't stick to his mottos either because it used to be, "find out what she wants and give it to her" but now it's "poke the bear". Damn, I guess this is what happened when one is married beyond a year. In other news, I have been invited to a luncheon with a Kuwaiti Major General. This should be really interesting. My first thought (seriously) was, "What should I wear?" and then I realized that I would be wearing my uniform. Lunch with big wigs and I have to wear DCUs. Not so bad except that I use only one set of DCUs and alternate with a flight suit. The current set of DCUs is on...like day 8. I work in an office so it's not like it gets dirty except that I noticed there's a spot on the right sleeve where I probably wiped my face after brushing my teeth. As a blue-collar girl, this really isn't ground for GQ. It's not like he should be expecting a model after all. I drove him around on base for a tour recently so he's actually met me but I do find all this rather entertaining. I'm going with it - gonna go in with uniform on day 9. Let him see what the U.S. Navy is all about. In other news, my big decision of the day is where to eat. After two hours on my trainer this morning, I'm in the position where I can eat today. Eat in a way that's bad it's so good. There are three main dining facilities here, two American and one run by the Kuwaitis. It's like trying to decide on the aricraft carrier whether you're going to eat upstairs ("dirty shirt") or downstairs ("going out to eat"). In the end, it simply just doesn't matter. Generally, as it is here, the menus are entirely different. You can get back weinerschnitzel at the Kuwaiti facility (I know...I know...you don't need to say it but you want to...can Kuwaitis actually cook weinerschnitzel? Um...no. And yes, they actually serve it.) Or I can go to the American one and get braized beef ribs (barf). The funny thing is that there are plenty of fast food places here but since leaving the US, there's simply no craving for fast food. Weird but true. I've had Taco Hell twice in the last 90 days (and it treated me ever so poorly both times). Not that the weight-maintenance program is successful. They serve Otis Spunkmeyer cookies in both dining facilities. Mean...just mean. Mean in the fact that the things are like eating manna from heaven and mean in that who the EFF would name their child Otis Spunkmeyer? He must make good cookies and muffins because it was the only way to keep people from beating him senseless for having such a sally kind of name. Doesn't matter at this point...I'm ever so grateful :)

2009-07-10T05:28:00.003-04:00

It occurred to me yesterday that I've done my last race in the 35-39 category. It hit me like a brick wall. I mean, no big deal but when you do the math and then realize that you are now in the 40-44 category....aw f#@k. I'm not 40 yet!! This can't be true. Did I mention that I'm not 40 yet? This is like hitting the wall twice: first for racing and then for real. Great, this is going to happen again when I reach 45. This all comes at a good time actually. With a year off of racing, I'm taking this year to reflect and assess my approach to racing (as well as life). They "whys" are just as important, if not more important, that the "whats" so knowing why I'm racing is integral to the entire process. With an entire year to reflect on why I spend thousands each year to do this combined with the fact that I'm at mid life (theoretically), hopefully I can get all this angst out at one time and be able to move on without having to experience this all over again until maybe my children are grown and I'm facing empty nest. To keep me on the right track, I hired another coach. The last one worked very well because he took the guess work out of it for me. His mentorship and guidance we a bit limited, however. Basically unless I asked a specific question, I wouldn't get any answers. This isn't necessarily the way I would approach coaching. Sometimes the hardest thing about being a student of anything is knowing what questions to ask. In starting out triathlon, all the basic questions were asked (because most of them are obvious) but this leaves the layers upon layers of stuff that you would never realize/reach unless you were a) in the sport for years and b) has a mentor who has been in the sport for years. I'm with Scott Jones who is a Navy Reservist, P3 pilot who works for one of the commercial airlines. He hasn't been doing IM that long but I've met and trained with him personally last year during my winter training camp prior to IMAZ. A 10-hour kind of guy and philosopher to boot, he's just the ticket. http://www.imjcoaching.com/ His wife, Teresa, is still a master depsite being a Master and ran a 1:25 half marathon as early as a year ago. That's not too shabby. She's also a nutritionist so this all works well. I love it when a plan comes together. His motto is "Train with joy or not at all" and I think that's my answer for continuing this pursuit. As I sit and spin (so not like the old days of sit 'n spin for those that remember your childhood toys!) watching the tour, it's very cool how enjoyable this still is despite having been riding since I was 16 and racing since I was 19. Never a fan of racing, it's nice to know that I will probably have the ability to at least spin until the day I drop. In going over my goals for the coming years, I'm getting remotivated all over again. I've decided that before I quit, I'd like to accomplish the following:

1) a sub 5 hour half Ironman. Doable on the right course but it's going to be a lot of work on the swim and run. 2) a sub 1:10 IM swim. This is going to be a challenge. For my swimmer friends, this likely seems silly and "oh yeah, totally doable!" but taking 10 minutes off of a time of 80 minutes it greater than 10%. It's going to be a challenge, especially considering I'm not getting any younger. That only leaves stronger and fitter... 3) a sub-11:15 IM. Again on the right course, I think I can do this. I need to take off 20 from the run and 10 from the swim and I'm in there. The only problem is that I have to do another IM to find out. Ouch. A quick perusal of the Great Floridian indicates that I would....kick....major...ass in the 40-44 age group with an 11:15. In fact, with my mediocre 11:45, I would still kick ass. In fact, if I'm reading it right, an 11:15 would pretty much win that race. Granted I'm no Sandy Ferrier but then, few are. I've decided that instead of being a bad thing, this is actually pretty good. An 11:15 at Kona would put me in the top 25% of the 40-44 field. If I can hang in there long enough, maybe I can break some of Cherie Gruefeld's records. And before you remind me that all the women who were in the 35-39 that beat me before are now going to be beating me in the 40-44, I'll just say that persistence is under rated and one day they make break for good leaving me as the "best of what's left". You never know...it might be good to be "40".

For the record, the pictures included above are what may be my new rides when I get home from jail. Mmmmm....bike porn... What better thing to keep you going than a new bike. I may be old but at least I have money.

Another Birthday...#39

2009-06-28T04:52:00.004-04:00

When I first started writing this, it was a reflection of the things in my life so far that I would never want to ever relive. But in the process, I discovered that the things I would want to relive, those dailys moments, the little things in life that make it not only bearable to wonderful to live, are so much more worth writing about. They're at the end... As I approach my 39th birthday coming up on Thursday, I was pondering the other day on the first half of my life. It may not BE the first half - could be more, could be less - but supposing it is, so far, it's been an interesting ride - not all fun but definitely some highlights. The one thing that always stands out the most is why in the hell do the lessons have to be that hard. I learned another one today by the way. You can never bring enough phone numbers with you while you're out on a mission. Anyhoo... Some people seem to waste significant time wondering, if they could do it all over again, would they? And which parts? All of it? I really don't. In fact, I try to think of the past as little as possible except to remember the important things like how did I screw up being a friend before so I don't screw that up again. Or bring lots of phone numbers with you to work. Those are good things to remember. So, my answer to the question of re-doing parts of the past is fat f*@kin' chance. Part of the grace of childhood is that you really don't understand a lot of things until you're much older thus relieving you of the necessity to feel shame at your circumstance. Take for example one of the experiences from grade school. I went to a Catholic school and was part of a gifted program where I was bussed to the local public school to participate. It was every Wednesday (yes, I still remember this along with the fact that we took bus #4 to school everyday when we weren't walking - why is my brain still holding on to this when I have a serious need to use these brain cells for more pertinent and current information!!) So every Wednesday, I bussed across town to the other school. Incidentally enough, Wednesday was my regular school's church day (once a week apparently isn't enough). Can't remember if it was a requirement or not but I wore the one skirt I had every Wednesday for church. Are you doing the math on this? Yeah, there are a group of people out there for an entire year who saw me in the same exact outfit for an entire year straight. Can you say, "low rent"? I didn't realize this until a few years ago and when I did, it explained a lot about how high school went for me. Nope. Don't want to relive that. And high school. No sports records, no glory days. Just enough to get me launched into what we be the better part. Segue...wouldn't do the Naval Academy over again either. There were definitely some interesting experiences however. When I was a small kid, I was mowing my parents lawn and (don't ask) ended up chipping one of my front teeth. It was poorly patched and when I made it to school, the dentist took one look at me and asked if I was some kind of hillbilly and didn't they have dentists where I came from? No, I don't make this up. He said this to me. Knowing what I know now, I would have responded in kind but at the time, I was so shocked, I couldn't say anything. Thank God for good room mates to make that place bearable. Four years of being the hillbilly surrounded by people that were superstars where ever they came from. Cool. Wouldn't do that over again. Wouldn't change it, mind you. Just don't want to re-experience it again. If I did have to choose something to do over again, it would be my first fleet tour in VF-32. How can one person make so many mistakes on one short period of life? I guess one could say that I made it out unscathed to move on to bigger and better things but this small section, this 7.7% of my life has pretty much determined the rest since then. (Yeah, this is true of every decision - but in this case, think screeching breaks, massive U-turns and the proverbial excessive speed on the highway). Details aren't necessary but suffice to say that this is where I developed my propensity to work out way too mcuh (power lifting at the time), this was the spring board from which the rest of my career was launched (or thwarted depending on how I look at it) and where I got to know my current husband. It would take another 9 years for life to come to fruition. This is the main place in life that gets me thinking why do lessons have to be so hard to learn? When I look at my life on paper and speak to people about what I've done, it really sounds exciting, sounds almost unreal. Fist woman to be an F14....blah, blah, blaaaahhh. In reality the retrospect or the telling is always more interesting as one tends to not remember the pain invovled while it was actually happening. Not to say that I didn't enjoy it along the way, but not in the way that people think. Of my 39 years, here are some of the things that I remember. Not specific stories, but as one person put it - vignettes, sensations, feelings.

-The smell of "liberty". That smell of shwarma stands, scooter exhaust mixed with the industrial smells of a marine pier. Nothing beats that. It's the smell of freedom.

-Flying cross country from east to west when there was a break in the comm - quiet with that endless crystal clear sky as far as you can see, watching the Appalachians give way to the Kansas plains which give way to the Rockies, Grand Canyon and eventually the beautiful deserts of Arizona before hitting the endless Pacific Ocean. -Flying a PMCF out of NAS key West. Mom and Dad gave you the keys and you and a buddy get to go out and play in W174 alone and unafraid. Bend the jet, pull some g's, wake up the body, all while viewing some of the most gorgeous blue water you've ever seen. -Puerto Rico. Spent a month there in 2002. The smell of the rainforest has stuck with me ever since. Every once in a while, I would smell it in Hawaii mixed with that same salt smell and it always reminds me of the jungle in Roosey Roads. When I was there, the base was in the process of closing down so it was almost like a ghost town. I would run on the outskirts and see maybe one or two cars. I loved the feel of isolation. Our rooms were next to a defunt club and it felt like we were in the wild west surrounded by banana and palm trees. On another ocassion, we stayed at this resort and the smell of old wood still takes me back to the Conquistador. -Swimming in Ala Moana at sunset with good friends. The warm water, crystal clear sky and speckled horizon dotted with sail boats. -Sunset on an aircraft carrier. Need I say more? -The moment the ship pulls in from six months of cruise. While I've always like fly-in because you get home sooner, there's nothing like the energy of a ship with 5,000 people pulling in, the call of "liberty call" and the roar (I'm getting goose bumps just writing this) the roar of the crowd when they see that first Sailor walk off the brow. The hand shakes from complete strangers who say thank you even though I'm an officer as I walk through the crowd towards home. -The moment I found out that I was selected to do Kona. Again, need I say more? -I remember everytime I go to Livonia to see my family and the welcome that I receive. There's nothing like a good welcome. Like Ted's email signature says as quoted by some Kona Triathlete, "There's nothing lonlier than a finishline without friends." At this finish line, I always have friends. -Being on a beach in Kailua at sunrise (with no preacher) but surrounded by our best friends as Keo and I tie the knot...twice. -Riding over the H3 on a crystal clear blue-sky day on my motorcycle smelliing fresh cut grass. -Every time I round the corner (this has never in three years gotten old or unappreciated) by the Waimanalo light house to the vista that is the Waimanalo Bay, Bellows and Kaneohe Bay. Takes my breath away every time and every time, I whipser to myself, "I live HERE!" -Sitting at the green market with my favorite buddy and a sup of espresso. Can't wait to experience that one again (With a dog? With a kid in tow? Both?) There are more but I'm getting close to work time. So for at least the time being, I don't have to relive the bad parts but by some mirabcle of God, the moments that I do want to repeat are ones that I actually get the oportunity to relive over and over again. Not right now since I'm far away but soon. Here's to the hope of my last deployed birthday.

Sandstorm

2009-06-17T14:59:00.005-04:00

So there I am out last night on an evening run and I'm thinking, "damn this is gonna be GREAT!! It's only 105 degrees and I'm actually going to get a workout in before 10 o'clock tonight. I'm stylin!" Slam a Lemon Sublime Gu, charge the camel back, put on that ridiculous reflective belt and off ya go now. I started out on my usual run out of the Pods, past the wash racks and a left turn towards the "back 40" of Zone 6. The run takes me down the dirt and gravel road that runs the perimeter of one portion of the base. Good news is that it's desolate and lonely and no one give me shit for wearing sleeveless shirts or tank tops (stupid Army!). Bad news is that it's desolate and lonely and I have to carry aphone not because I'm tied to it for my job (which I am....stupid albatross!) but because if I end up close to morting, I want to be able to call someone to tell them where to find my dead body in the desert. Soooo....left turn past the wash racks and head down the road. It's a nice evening (relatively speaking) with a nice light breeze at my back which is good news because when I turn around and head back, it'll be a nice light breeze in the face to dry some of the sweat. Yes, for those who keep telling me it's a dry heat, go pack sand. It's not a dry heat any more. About 10 minutes (I won't give away the distance for fear that everyone will now know how slow I run...er, jog) down the road, there are flashes behind me which resemble flickers of the lights set up along the perimeter fence. They are generator run and flashes seem a bit odd but what the hell, it's Kuwait....everything's odd. A little further down the road...more flashes. I finally turn around and this is pretty much what I see. Though it's dark, there's still enough cultural lighting that I can pretty much see the hand of God Himself as this cloud of dust just like this is about 200 yards from me at my back. Seriously, if you've never seen something like this, it's bound to scare the livin' shit out of you. I've lived through some interesting weather and flown aircraft through storms that are better left in the past (was in an airplane struck by lightening....now that's interesting) and it didn't quite feel like this. For a half second (the half second that immediately followed the half second where I said, "oh f*@k..."), I said to myself, "oh yeah, this isn't that big a deal, I can keep going." Yeah, ssscreeeeech....freeze gopher! The wind went from about 3-5 knots to about 40-50 knots in the matter of about 10 seconds. Just unreal and no exaggeration. Then it started "mudding". That's the Kuwait version of raining. There's so much crap in the air that when the rain falls, by the time it gets to us on the ground, it's mud. Yeah....ick. Sooooo, there I am about 11 minutes worth of jogging from home which would probably equate to 20 minutes of walking - if I could actually see where to walk in a 50 knot wind getting whipped by sand with no eye protection in the dark. Along with me was a stranded dog (there are quite a few feral dogs out here) and it felt like armageddon. We were roaches looking for cover when the kitchen lights get turned on. Most of the structures out here are designed to withstand the wind (except for the tents which always seem to sustain a bit of damage - then you have to ask yourself, why do we still have tents after being here for so freakin' long? That's another story...) There are periodic shacks along the perimeter fence that collect weather data - they have thermometers and anamometers - small but just large enough to provide cover for one stranded idiot. Too bad I didn't have snickers with me because I wasn't going anywhere for a while. Imagine that worst snow storm. Snow blowing sideways, duning up around buildings and fences. Blowing hard enough to really hurt. Then make it sand and the temperature over 100 degrees. About 15 minutes into my wait, some guy shuffled by and all I could think of was, "sh!t, to add insult to injury, this guy is going to assault me". (Yes, this is how I think. It's tough being paranoid all the time.) Wouldn't that just be the icing on the cake? And I'm here to tell you with all that sand, it would have been really decidedly uncomfortable. So the feral dog went his way, my would-be attacker went his and I waited another 15-20 minutes before I decided it was time to press on. With the wind down to about 30 knots, it was bearable to head back but without eye protection, it ended up being backwards...at a jog. One good thing to come out of all this was the discovery that one does not, in fact, need to ride a bike for four hours to do a good brick. All one has to do is run backwards for about 1/2 mile then turn around and run regular. I guarantee that this will make your legs feel like you have just gotten off a Tantalus ride. Finally I made it back home with sand in every pore of my body. Seriously. I was still digging out sand from my ears tonight, 24 hours later and my eyes are still getting rid of dirt. I looked as if I rolled in sand and not the good kind like you find at Kailua Beach. This is more the kind you find at a beach on Lake Erie or Lake Michigan. That dirty brown sand that sticks like goopy glue. My scalp was finally clean after two washings but no doubt, my shoes will never be rid of the sand that is now entrenched in every stitch. Tonight when it came time for another workout, I was really looking forward to making up that run when I saw more lightening. It turned out to be a great interval ride on the Q-Roo... :)

The title of this post is "I'm not creative enough to come up with a title"

2009-06-04T06:13:00.004-04:00

I swear this picture isn't put here to complain. Since this is a chronical of my journey in Kuwait, I would actually be remiss if I didn't include a snapshot of the weather. Rumor has it, it gets worse in July and August. When you're standing outside, in the shade and the fronts of your knees are sweating in 6% humidity, you know it's hot. And cram all that shit about "it's a dry heat". OK, 115 degrees is FREAKIN' HOT NOT MATTER HOW LOW THE HUMIDITY. Just putting that out there for posterity and emphasis. Rumor also has it that when the wind blows from the SE off the Gulf instead of from the NW off the desert, it does in fact get humid here. After my experience in Bahrain in 2003, that's not something I relish.

So, yeah, it's hot. Eventually, however, it all becomes relative. I wake up frequently in the middle of the night and have to walk outside. Last night it dipped into the high 80's and it felt so pleasant. Almost makes you want to head out for a run. This morning, despite the already rising temps, it was a lovely day. In fact, I saw blue sky for the first time in weeks. The sky here is usually a muddy white/light tan color from all the dust in the air. So even if there are no clouds, there is still no blue sky. With luck, I'll actually get baked while swimming at lunch.

Recently, we had to drive north to another base and once you leave the inhabited areas, it's actually rather scenic. It's not Painted Desert scenic but then, again, everything's relative. The inhabited areas come with miles and miles of stucco buildings (many uninhabited because they don't move people in until entire neighborhoods are complete). It's also full of electrical infrastructure (miles and miles and miles of the huge towers that carry wires) not to mention the oil industry. Plus it's the middle east - it's freakin' dirty....everywhere. At night when you drive by the piers and oil refinery facilities, you can see the not-so-distant sky line lined with huge burning beacons. They look like ginormous Olympic torches but are actually the fires that burn off the methane from the oil refineries. At night, it's pretty - they look festive but during the day, it's just plain ugly to see them burning. Leaving this behind for plain open desert dotted with camels and sheep makes the open scene "pretty".

Some interesting tidbits about Kuwait. Their roads are dangerous. We're not talking driving in LA or New York dangerous. I'm talking the "It is God's Will" dangerous. Muslims have an expression, "inshallah". It means basically "If God wills" meaning whatever happens, bad or good, preventable or not, is God's will. Based on what I have been told by some of the locals, they really take this to heart. Seatbelts? Don't need 'em. Kids running loose in the back seat of a vehicle going 160 clicks? No worries. Driving at 200 clicks (125 mph)? What-ehv... So they do whatever they want and if God wants them to live, He'll keep them alive. The car wrecks here are unreal. Talk about crash and burn. I'm waiting for some really good ones to take photos as I whiz by at my slow 90 mph to prove that I don't make this up. Just hope I'm not actually in one.

Some interesting tidbits about the Army. Their insane. No really. They do things that make no earthly sense. While I was amidst some of this insanity last week, I wrote a poem about it. Disclaimer - I'm not a poet. This isn't going to win any prizes... And for the record, I got distracted while writing the end and then couldn't get a good line so if this makes no sense, refer to picture at the end of yesterday's post.

24 May, Exercise Lucky Warrior, Day #1

I've got sand and sun, it's so much fun

It's like we're at the beach

But camels, dust and all that stuff

Put fun just out of reach

It's 50 cee without a cloud

The wretched desert heat

Has sapped my strength, my will to live

I need a quick retreat

I chose this o'er a carrier cruise?

I must be full insane

To think that being on Army time

Would be so much less ass pain

It's bad for me that Army life

Is run my masochists

Troops line up all in a row

Symetric, sick sadists

"Let's make it harder, make it hurt!!"

They all yell as one

"Let's slip and slide on our bare hides

get rashes on our buns!!"

"Kick my balls and smack my face

run sandpaper 'cross my nose!

Smack my fingers with a hammer

Then drop it on my toes!!"

Between the heat and Army nuts

I'm in a living hell,

God rescue me and make it stop

oooo....hey something sparkly....

Aloha, rosie

June 4th

2009-06-03T03:35:00.010-04:00

Wow, it's been ages since I've had time to write. That seems to be the starter for all my posts. Sorry... The big problem is that I don't know where to begin once I am able to get back to the BLOG. OK, just went back and read the last post. It's been so long that it's already time for another haircut. Aw jeez. I have to share some entries from my "JVB Hard Sayings Log". The HSL for those that don't know it simply a diary of funny things that people say. Around here, considering the people in my office, that could be just about anything on any topic, clean or otherwise. I work with one Army captain, one Airforce captain, one civilian and one enlisted. With me added, that's actually three women in the office. I'm here to tell you that women can often times be worse than men. The stress is pretty much always high in our office. Out mission statement is to basically plan and support Distiguished Visitors who come and go from Kuwait. The visitors take the "DV" portion to heart while we in the office hear "1-star general" and yawn as if to say, "He's only a one star? Wake me when he makes his third." In any case, the job of transporting, planning itineraries and making flight arrangements for DV's can be very stressful especially considering we are mixing both civilian and military bureaucracies. That and the basic human stupidity you find rampant in any very large organization. Thank God for the little pockets of both sanity and intelligence that are hding out here. And we blow off steam in weird ways. The other day, one of my buddies needed some paperwork from me that usually comes out in color. I scanned it for him but unfortunately, the scanner is black and white. He was unhappy with this so I scanned some crayons and emailed that. He found this solution acceptable :). Why I have crayons on my desk is a completely different story... I will say it's interesting that you can actually buy crayons in the PX here. What on earth would anyone here need crayons for in the first place? Wait, don't answer that... From the HSL: My airforce captain has a stuffed pink monkey with velcro on the hands such that it hangs by its arms from her computer monitor. If you're not really paying attention, you may not notice this right off so if...for example...one day said Airforce captain is having computer problems and is getting so frustrated that she blurts out, "I'm going to beat you with my pink monkey!!!" it makes you stop what you're doing and question the meaning and sanity of life right then and there. I may never be the same again. This the day after one of the Aussies said it would be a bad thing to "mount a gutter". I'll leave that to your imagination but it's actually harmless - only sounds bad especially coming from an Aussie. Just as an update, I will say that I'm settling in finally and don't have to ask my captains for answers ever time I answer the phone. Well almost. It is official by the way: I've become "that Commander". The O5 officer that doesn't have a clue and is never paying attention so that they are constantly having to be carried by the staff. If you've ever seen Monsters Vs. Aliens, you're familiar with the character Insectosaurus. This is the giant insect that they control using shiny lights. This is me. Every time I try to actually inject myself, they will shine something shiny my way and totally distract me so that we have conversations like start like this: "Yes, ma'am, I told you that yesterday. Remember you said we could do that?" They could tell me anything and I wouldn't know any better. They end like this: "Yes, ma'am, you told us yesterday we could take the command vehicle, go downtown to a bar and stay out until 2 am and you would cover for us. Don't you remember"..."I said that?"...."Um...yes ma'am."....."Um....ok? When are we leaving?"...."Um...ma'am, you aren't invited."...."Um....ok. Have fun?" Oooohhh....shiiiiiny lights....

May 16th

2009-05-16T08:07:00.007-04:00

For the love of God, where did the last ten days go? This is a good thing right? As we say in the Navy, if I sleep 12 hours a day, cruise is only 3 months long. I can extend that principle to say that if I day dream and completely zone out all day PLUS sleep 12 hours a day, I can whittle this baby down to about 12 minutes. The bad news is that 12 hours of sleep all on one day is a pipe dream.

Today was a huge milestone. We passed with flying colors. The girls in my office say that's because I've lowered my standards to the point where shit just doesn't matter any more. That may be entirely true, however, we still passed the milestone. It's the official "First Haircut" day. This is always one of the most tenuous days when you're new on a ship (or military facility - in this case paradise but the tension is the same). The problem it's the proverbial box o' chocolates.

You pray that 1) this person is a woman, 2) they recongnize that I AM in fact a woman as well (it pains me to say that this is not always the case... As a 16 year old, I might buy it but damn! I'm pushing 40 with wrinkles and...like no 5 o'clock shadow. What on earth do I need! Even with ear rings in I get called sir. Really this is exasperating!) and 3) they speaka da englais.

Even when they speaka da englais, you don't know if JUST A LITTLE OFF THE BACK AND OVER THE EARS gets translated to "Please shave my head with a #1 and make it snappy!" The last haircut I got at Camp Smith in Hawaii was before Iron Man. You need to look good for the race photos after all. That was in September. I didn't get another haircut until February. The Filipino woman who Naired my head didn't under stand that a "little off the sides" meant...you know...a little off the sides and not Marine Corps regulation high and tight.

My husband says the solution is fake boobs. I'm a keep-it-real kind of girl. For some reason, I feel that communication is the problem and not the fact that I am slender and have short hair. This is a catch 22 by the way. Short hair begets more short hair.

So we passed hair cut day. I walked into the beauty salon (they call it that by the way - I don't know if "Master Cuts" translates at all in Arabic. If it did, it would something like the worm writing above and then I don't think anyone would know that it was in fact a beauty salon. It would come out like some high pitched warble that could mean anything from "Your sister has warts!" to "My lebnah has mold on it.")

Filipino-woman cut my hair without incident and the world is all good. So despite the sand storm in which we ran our Armistice Day 5K (and so begins the Arifjan T-shirt collection) and being in charge of an office that is about to explode, all is right with the world. Thank God for Hawaiian coffee and good hair cuts :) Aloha until next time.

May 6th

2009-05-06T06:09:00.004-04:00

OMG, let me first start this off with I can't believe that Favre is in negotiations with the Vikings. Did you hear that rumble? That crackling sound that permeates throughout the entire globe? That's hell freezing over folks. Forgive the expression folks but I feel like we all got screwed without the obligatory "I love you" at the end. Alas! It's cats and dogs officially living together!!! OK, vent complete. It's day 10. I've included nothing about the 5 W's of Kuwait and no movie quotes so far. So much to do and so little time... I'll give as much info on Kuwait and Arifjan as I can but just to issue the disclaimer in advance, we aren't even allowed to have cameras on base. OK, we all know everyone does and likely people are posting pictures everywhere but there will be chances in the future for me to take pictures of things much more exciting than the Nathan's Hotdog stand next to the pool. I live in POD. I don't know why it's capitalized. It might be an acronym for something like....hmmmm....Personal Oppression Device. Private Officer Domicile. Pickled Onions and Dates. I don't know. It's the Army and while we may have the same acronyms, they mean entirely different things. "PSD" in Navy means Personnel Support Department. Booger-eater clerks who screw up our pay. In Army, it means Personal Support Detachment which loosely translates to "Bad Ass Gun-Totin' Dudes who Drive Suburbans and Protect DV's". Imagine my confusion. In any case, think "18-wheeler" boxes. I live in half an 18-wheeler box and thank God! There's no sink or running water but at least it's private - just me and the Honu Posse. On a ship, this would be the equivalent of the "bowling alley" state room for those who know. The guy I replaced left me a nice desk, chair and a practically brand new refrigerator (yea!!). I can now eat breakfast in my room. I'll be back to ezekial cereal and soy milk in no time. (And yes, espresso maker is on the way...) The walls are plain gray so I feel right at home. On order is a gi-normous Hawaiian state flag (6 feet by 10 feet) that cost me an arm and a leg but man is it going to look good on my long wall. Yes, pictures of this will be sent along with pictures of my lederhosen espresso cup. (We're just a bundle of fun here :)!) My predecessor also left me some carpets which makes the POD all the more homey. The bathroom is about 50 yards down the walkway which is decidedly inconvenient at 11pm, 2am, and 4 am when I have a tendency to have to get up (yes, all 3). Did you know that the sun starts coming up here at 4am? One would only know this if they have to drag their ass out of bed to walk 50 yards to the can at 4am. There is one window in each unit but no one really opens then and they have outer shutters that are similar to hurricane shutters. I'm going to go out on a limb and say no one knows their neighbors here. Once a day (and you wouldn't expect this) I have to open the door wide to air the pace out because it gets wicked humid. On days I bike in my room, this wouldn't be a surprise but it's all the time. I must be the only person who has this problem. People walk by and I get the suspicious "stink eye" expression. The walls must be pretty thick here because several times, I've done "moving day" in which every piece of furniture has been moved around. This means one bed, two bed stands, one TV with VCR and stand and two very large metal stand-up lockers. These are all slid across a linoleum floor making maximum noise. (Think of the ship from the movie Galaxy Quest pulling out of its docking station. If I have to explain this, you wouldn't understand.) No one has complained so far which is nice as most of the noise I make is after midnight. The night I put my bike together, I dropped everything at least once. This includes frame, wheels, seat, floor pump and allen tool. All ended up on the floor due to a combination of jet lag and delirium. Good times! And all my beer-stealing, gun-totin' turtle can do is sit there and smile at me. Worthless! The only time the walls aren't thick enough to melt out sound is at 0600. The Army has deemed it necessary to play bugle music loud enough to be heard up in Iraq. This is really inconvenient for my personal program especially since my room is right next to a speaker. The good news is this random noise generator makes it feel like home. If only they would ring the bells to state the time like onboard ship. They also do random noise at 1700 and taps. Lots and lots of bugle music. I'm expecting Custer or Patton to pop into the office at any moment. The showers make me giggle. Ever seen Lost in Translation with Bill Murray? He gets into a shower in Japan and the shower head is about 12" to low. They are the same here. I'm trying to figure it out. It's not like mid-eastern people are shorter than the average population. Chalk this up to another part of the Land Of Not Quite Right. Funny Thing About Kuwait Thought For the Day: Kuwaitis LOVE their automobiles ("Au-tohmoh-beeeeeeelllll!" random thought - name that movie). Seriously, I need to start taking photos from my non-existent camera. They REALLY love their trucks. If you're in South Carolina, you might see a red neck cruising along with a dixie and a gun rack in the rear window of his Chevy. Here, it's Abdullah in his man-dress and head gear with a rear window "mirage" of the ruling King of Kuwait in his rear window. And this was one pimped-out fire-engine red Chevy. It's simply bizarre. The concept of personal space is completely different over here as well. Last week I peeked in my rear-view mirror to be treated to the sight of four little brown men lined up shoulder to shoulder in the front of one of those mini cargo trucks. They line their front windows with "curtains" that have tassels so it's just the funniest visage of four dudes squeezed in like sardines in a truck with dangling curtains. Funny Story o' the Day: Last week, my predecessor and I were out doing a fam run of the city. A little back ground on Kuwait - they have traffic "laws" here but to say they're enforced would be....a stretch. People in Benz's and Porches (because they have more money here than Davey Crockett - movie reference #4 BTW) fly by doing about 120 mph. The speed limit is 120kph (~74 mph). I'm here to tell you that a Suburban's speed governor kicks in at about 105 mph. Anyhoo, we're truckin' along at about....105 mph when this Explorer gets right on my ass. I pull one lane over to let him pass. He passes then slows down. Basically (apparently he might have a governor also) we play highway tag for the next 10 clicks. At one point I pulled out in front of him to pass another car and nearly clipped bumpers (SOP out here) and the race was officially "game on". BTW, this is the Bubba version of Kuwaiti. He's a young dude in a pimped out Explorer with a cheesy mustache and a tight t-shirt over his....large belly with a ball cap of course on backwards. We have our military hats on the dash so it's obvious as he stares at us when he passes that he knows we're Americans. After about 10 clicks, he's finally up ahead of me and lo and behold, it's the one day a year the Kuwaiti Highway Patrol is out. He gets pulled over while we cruise on by at the legal speed limit of course. He's got his head full out of the window with the absolute funniest grin of irony on his face staring at us as we cruise on by while he's pulled over by the cops. Priceless.

May 3rd

2009-05-03T12:35:00.005-04:00

Wow, what a week. I think I left off with my last day at Ft. McCrady so that leaves a butt-ton of stuff in between then and now. The trip to Kuwait was as expected...freakin' long. We left South Carolina at a reasonable time on Saturday evening for our first leg to Bangor, ME. The local VFW came out in force and provided salt, sugar and other junk food to see us off. My take on the whole process. They feel like they're coming out to do us a service but from our perspective, we feel like we have to do them a service since they took the time to come out there. I spent my time in the terminal making phone calls and drinking Red Bull. (Yes, I know. It hasn't stopped there. My shipment of Gu and Power Bars is on the way but the RB is tiding me over. Not that this makes it good for you. Today I had three to get through my bike. This crap will probably kill me if I don't get some Gu soon.) Anyhoo, yet again I digress. One of the funniest things about this whole trip was the fact that we got on the airplane without a single security inspection. I made it a point to bring water, lots of toiletries that were greater than 1 oz and they were scattered all over my back pack. On top of that, I carried my M9. Standard procedure but I gotta tell ya, it's HIGH-larious to see 200 weapons on an airplane. You betchyerass it's for my safety! For once the airplane safety pamphlet got it right.

We arrived at Bangor to more VFW. More handshakes. I don't know if they realize that all we want to do is grab a beer at the bar. They say that we don't know what we want and need to reassurance that there are people rooting for us. No, really, I want a beer. My people are elsewhere but there's beer like...right HERE! Bangor, ME to Liepzig, Germany. Once again disappointed. Don't know if I mentioned that I got addicted to coffee in the past three weeks but after 24 hours of no sleep and very little food, when we landed in Germany, all I wanted was a good cup of coffee. We're in Europe, right? That should be easy? Um....no but you can get 16 kinds of beers and believe it or not, marijuana iced tea. (I sound like a broken record when I say...) I don't make this up folks. For the record, we weren't allowed to drink the beer. Or the MJ iced tea. But they did have the worst coffee I have ever tasted. Really, it was worse than Army coffee. The little terminal we waited in while the airplane refueled was obviously set up by the US gov't for this very purpose. When we arrived there were already other US servicemen waiting for their planes and more arrived while we waited. They had a little minimart where you could by...hmmmm...let's see, chocolate, twinkies and a ton of other American style junk food plus $20 souvenier coffee mugs, other over priced merchandise and of course, marijuana iced tea. I bought a little espresso cup in the shape of lederhosen. The beer stein espresso cup was about $20. I'm not that German anymore. We finally arrived in Kuwait City International Airport late in the evening. After the painful bus trip to Camp Virginia (the Navy's in-processing station), we unloaded the trucks with all our gear. Since each person on this 200 person plane had 4 sea bags wirth of gear, you can imagine how long this took. You basically set up two sets of lines by each 18-wheeler (not everyone of course because you have the inevitable shit-bags that don't lift a finger to assist even with their own bags). Bags unloaded, I grabbed by gear (all present!!!) and hoisted them over to my tent. It's about a 12-person airconditioned tent but we were the lucky ones to squeeze in 4 people. Lots of room. Drop the bags, unload the "sleeping system" which is Army-ese for "sleeping bag". I'll just call it, you know....sleeping bag. So it's midnight thiry. No real meal or sleep in 48 hours. Wired. We drug our asses over to the chow hall and I ate the best eggs ever. OK, not really but at the time they were. Top that off with a scoop of Baskin Robbins Chocolate and I swear I was in heaven. That's one of the things about Army chow halls. You see, on an aircraft carrier, hard ice cream is a delicacy. On nights where they actually serve the stuff, you walk in the Ward Room and suddenly excitement ripples through the crowd. "OOOOOO!!!! Hard ice cream!!!" The normal stuff is the machine soft serve which we have all the time but tastes like ass. The common term for it is "dog" and you always get soft serve from the "dog machine". It's called "dog" because it looks like, you know....dog doo. Hence the excitement for hard ice cream when it's served. Enter the chow hall to realize that in the Army, they serve this stuff (and brand name no less) at every meal. For free. It's like you have to eat it because it's there and it's free. This is why the Navy if fat just in case you were wondering. So yes, I had a scoop of Baskin Robbins. Scandalous! I finally laid my head down on my sleeping bag about 2am. Since the other occupants were still getting gear stowed, the lights were still on. About 3:30 am, I poked my head out of my bag to see why the lights were still freakin' on. This is what's wrong with your military folks. We don't turn off the lights because why? Yup, no answer, sorry. Still haven't figured that one out. Four bodies bundled up with broad daylight in the tent. WWWWTTTTTTFFFFF????? Just so you know, I used to think that Fallon, NV was the armpit of the world. Now I know that there are places that are....so....much....worse. Camp Virginia is not the bottom of the list since it does have a Starbucks but krykie it's freakin' close. I drug my butt out of my sleeping (system) bag and worked my way over to Starbucks. Half of the people I got off the plane with were already there shell shocked but with real coffee in front of them. It was like entering the twighlight zone after dropping down a black hole. The good news was this was to be a short lived stay at Camp Virginia. After coffee, we all trudged over to get a brief where they tell us the obvious. Basically it drills down to "no fun will be had and the beatings will continue until the morale improves or you leave the Middle East". Awesome! So that ends the training portion of my journey to Kuwait. That afternoon precisely at 2:15 in the afternoon, my savior showed up in a Suburban and whisked my off to Camp Arifjan, the home of my new job. Whisked being the operative word. I think we drove 105 mph all the way home although at the time I didn't realize it as my guy and I were already deep in conversation turning over the job. That's about it for tonight. There's so much I'm forgetting so sorry if this is a bit boring. There are so many little stories that made it interesting along the way. As a reminder to self for tomorrow's blog, mention Kuwaiti dude that got pulled over for speeding. Priceless. Also mention camel in truck on the way to LSA as well as speed bumps at Ali Al Salem.

April 25th Take #2

2009-04-25T12:13:00.010-04:00

Hey, I had a thought....finally something good to say about the Army. If you read one of my first posts, you saw the bit on the first breakfast they served us here. I was convinced this would be regular practice and I'm really bummed I didn't get a picture of it but I'm very happy to say that despite the jambalaya MRE's and "hot eggs", we never again did receive the boxed breakfasts like to first day that consisted of year old orange juice, corn pops, apple jacks and pop tarts. Thank God for small favors. I also wanted to add in some more pictures. These are also located on Face Book but just in case, I put them here for posterity. Enjoy. This was taken after our Saturday day morning romp through the woods. What a wonderday morning. Crisp and cool spring day. In the picture below, all but three of us were Navy JAGs. They ended up being the best shooters in the group. Ironic. For my own edification and future reference - Left to right back row: LT Johnson, CAPT Welling (ER doc and former A7 driver....cool), LT Tiley (lone USCG representative), LT Robertson, LT Voogd Front Row: CAPT O'Rourke (marathoner extraordinaire), LT Chockley, Me, LT Faust (aka Little Miss Sunshine, there are some people who are just too strinkin' happy), LT Prager I got to be the driver of truck #3 during our practical convoy exercise. It was a blast and thank God it wasn't hotter. We "survived" the IED's and ambushes and had a great time. Video will be posted on Face Book.

Below was M16 qualification day. Me with my two room mates, 2 Navy Captains. Great people and we meshed well making this experience a whole lot more bearable. Left, CAPT Rinda Ranch-Hillis, me, and CAPT Beth Ahern (Bostonian and marathoner extraordinaire). These are some pictures of getting ready for convoy day.

April 25th

2009-04-25T11:42:00.004-04:00

Well, one last quick blog before hitting the trail on our way out to the desert. The last week has been pretty cush compared to the first two. We got off early on Thursday so a couple of us headed down town to Columbia to check out the Ale House. Fantastic beers and food by the way. The "old section" of Columbia is being rebuilt and is a combination of new architecture and the ols style south brick buildings. In a couple of years when the ecomnomy rebounds, this place will be a hopping town. There's already a lot of bars (classy ones, not just USC college dives although I hear in 5 Points, these are aplenty) and really nice restaurants (non chain, local type). In any case, a room at the Hilton, a workout before dinner and off we go. I guess Thursdays are big nights here and the hard an "art show" akin to First Friday in Honolulu. All the local tourist and art shops stay open late and host a free wine bar at each place. After that and a sotp at the local outfitters (because you simple can't walk past a kayak shop or an Army/Navy surplus place without going in for a $5 t-shirt...in this case a nice pair of wool boot socks and a new wrist band after ruining the originial in the sands of the rifle ranges). The next morning was another workout, a nice breakfast in the all-ya-can-stomach gut-buster (or butt-guster) and then lunch at IHOP for more gut busters (mmmmm....pan crack...). We finished out our time downtown with a very brief trip to the South Carolina Capitol Building. Very interesting. There was a highly conspicuous lack of anything having to do with the Civil War. All the artwork inside (it was beautiful and extensive, very nice cupola and about 50 foot ceilings) was of the Revolutionary War era. Everything is open for public viewing although you can't just wander through the aisles of the Senate Room. My last night in the US was with another 13 mile run, some laundry, and then my feet up while watching the Cavaliers stick it to Detroit. No beer but after yesterday's hangover, yeah, not so much. We have some time before getting on the buses for our all nighter. Haysoos for one, is packed up and ready to go. Being a lot of dry land operations we done here, he's been somewhat negelected for safety purposes and is anxious to get out and get some fresh air. That's about it from Camp McCrady/Ft. Jackson, South Cakalaky. It's officially the calm before the storm...

April 22

2009-04-22T20:44:00.002-04:00

Not a lot to update today. More Army/Navy communication buffoonery but then, why change now. Flight out of the country is on Saturday so I'm just finishing up a few last minute loose ends. I've managed to cram all my crap into 4 sea bags which is amazing. Like, do I really need all that stuff? The old-fashioned frame backpack cracks me up the most. It's not even the desert cammie pattern. It's like something out of the cold war era. Back in the 80's this would have been considered "high tech". Now it will live the next year of it's life tucked away in a bag not to see the light of day for another 370 days. No worries, however. It won't be lonely as it will be accompanied by my mosquito netting (times two), gear mosquito treatment (times two), canteens and canteen holders (times two), bed roll, and sleeping bag. Rumor has it I'll use the sleeping bag once. For grins, maybe I'll pull it out sometime in December and pretend to go camping. I can light a chunk of C4 in my hooch (it burns nicely without exploding I hear from some snake-eaters), warm up a cup of hot chocolate in my old fashioned aluminum canteen holder/cup and stretch out on my old fashioned sleeping bad just like I was at SERE school again. Ah, the good old days. When the blogs get boring, I'll post some stories about SERE school. That's Survival, Evasion, Resistance and Escape - POW camp. Good times. Spring time. Maine. 5 feet of snow. Rain. Getting bitch slapped by a 6 foot/250# man. So the gear is safely tucked away and tomorrow is light. We get liberty from tomorrow afternoon until Friday @ 2300. That gives me from tomorrow night until Friday night to 1) work off the hangover and 2) get the stench of booze off my clothes. Just kidding, I wouldn't do that; we're not allowed to drink and I don't break rules. I can't yet post where the flight will take us due to OPSEC (Operational Security) but suffice to say, it should be interesting if we get to stretch our legs at one of the stops. If the military has its way, we'll move from the cramped airplane to a stuffy room in some podunk terminal with no chairs, a single one-holer for each gender (190 people total so do the math...) and no food. Speaking of food because that constitues about 75% of my waking thoughts, I had chinese at some fast food joint last week and it was tragic. It was outdone, however, by this evening's tragic chinese meal at another place that looked far more promising yet failed to produce. Gone are the days of eating at real Korean and Chinese places where the pork still has the snout attached and there's duck on the menu. Gone are the awesome spring rolls with peanut sauce from the Down to Earth Market. Alas, I've been ruined. I've gone from not eating asian food at all to being a complete and utter snob about the choices. The good side of this evening's meal was 1) it was off base and 2) the spring rolls were pretty good. Of course if you deep fry anything, it tastes fantastic. To top is all off, I'm already hungry again. Seriously. In any case, one of my experience should really know better than to order ANYTHING but ribs, pork rinds or hamburgers in the south. Duh. Yesterday was a bonus though. Taco Bell with an espresso shooter from Seattle's Best. Not the kind of thing you really want to do right before bed but hey, let's live dangerously shall we? It's a good thing we are all in separate bedrooms here. Dinner was the bean burrito with a side of beans. So we leave wonderful Ft. Jackson soon but not soon enough. The funny thing is we'll probably all be begging for some familiar place soon as we launch into the twighlight zone that is the Middle East. Hopefully I'll be able to post some pictures. There are lots of camels out on the Udari range (where the next phase of training takes place) but if luck holds, I won't be subjected to that phase of pain. Just FYI because it is Navy tradition to "count the days", as per my orders, the official count for RTB to US soil is 367 days or "366 and a woo". See ya on the other side of the ocean. P.S. For those that are wondering, Joe is doing well. He officially took over as XO of VFA-143, the Pukin' Dogs on April 19th and I have only recieved about two emails since. He's busy flying some very long missions (about 6-7 hours each) and spends the rest of his time doing paperwork and generally being part of the problem as they say. He has a nice single room on the carrier which is reserved for the CDRs and above. This means you're only sharing your toilet and shower with one other person. High falutin' livin'. He's been to Bahrain on a port call but I don't know where he will be next. I'll keep you all posted.

April 20th

2009-04-20T15:03:00.001-04:00

It's been quite a while since I've been able to post and for that, I apologize. The internet here is shared amongst about 200 people so between being sleep deprived and fighting the internet connection, it's been tough to get the stuff out on paper so to speak. I think my last post left off with the Battalion Fun Run. I don't know why they call it that except as a huge inside joke. There's absolutely NOTHING fun about the Battalion Fun Run. Ooops, just went back and read that I wrote about that particular Charlye Foxtrot already. Well, it was so bad it deserves more so here it is. The Battalion Fun Run SUCKED!! OK, vent complete. Last Thrusday was by far the toughest day out here but the good part about it was that it was so busy that the day flew by. It was a 0300 wake up. For those in Hawaii, this means I was dragging my sorry ass out of bed while you were all thinking about going to bed. I almost made some phone calls but it was 3 am for me after all. I'm not terribly social at 3 am. Our first evolution of the day was something called "Low Light" fire of the 9mm pistol. The funny thing was that while we were all there on time (because they love to call us dirtbags if we're late), the people running the range were an hour late. The sun comes up early here just FYI (about 0600 these days) so there wasn't much low light left by the second round of shooters. This brings us to "hot eggs". The food in the Army is such that when you have the luxury, and let me assure you I now realize it is in fact a luxury, to have hot food for breakfast, it's what they call hot eggs. It's an entree all it's own. Seriously, whereas one might order the filet mignon at a restaurant, one gets an entree of "hot eggs". This is one thing the Navy does very well (these days - it wasn't always so). We get hot meals almost 24/7. We can get 4 squares a day (which is why so many Navy people are fat). Hot eggs? What the hell is that? I know omelettes, scrambled, hard boiled, over easy, etc., etc. but "hot eggs"? This apparently means runny scrambled and completely tasteless. Here's the state of the union however - they were fekkin' fantastic!! I'm here to tell you when you get up at 0300 and have no food for 5 hours, dirt will taste like a fine steak. Michelle S., if you're reading this, know that the only "organic" food I'm getting these days is the occasional bug that finds its way into my mouth while out on my afternoon run and the dirt that transfers from my hands whilst eating said "hot eggs". Ok, not entirely true, I stopped at a health food store this weekend and scored one ginger kombucha and a loaf of Ezekial. Nectar and mana.... Speaking of food and the state of the union, I'm now a coffee drinker. 38 years I've managed to Heisman regular Cafe Americano. And it's not good either. In fact it tastes like the most horrible stuff I've ever consumed and yet I can't seem to help myself. While out on liberty in Columbia this weekend, I stopped at a Starbucks on Sunday morning and had the most fantastic espresso known to man (better than the usual Starbucks) and it brings me almost to tears to drink the swill they serve in the name of caffeine. So, were still on last Thursday. 0830, our sumptuous meal of "hot eggs" complete, we head over to "Bastogne". For those that are history buffs or fans of "Band of Brothers" Bastogne is named after the famous offensive from France in WWII. This is where Ft. Jackson keeps da big guns. I shot an M249 Squad Automatic Weapon (http://www.globalsecurity.org/military/systems/ground/m249.htm), the M240 (yes boys and girls...SEVEN....POINT....SIX....TWO.....FULL....METAL....JACKET!!) http://www.fas.org/man/dod-101/sys/land/m240g.htm and the coup d'etat: the .50 cal machine gun (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/.50_BMG). The .50 cal is like a cannon. As they say in France, tres cool. Here are some pictures from Bastogne... So from Bastonge we headed back to the firing range for some M16 training. All in all, I shot several hundred rounds from 5 different guns. The only thing that would have been better would have been to shoot a Howitzer. We can't have it all I guess. The day finally ended at 1800. It's not often one does a 15 hour day and I certainly don't recommend it but at least it was entertaining. The only problem is that the next day I woke up completely sore from donning and shedding the 70# of gear we are wearing. Last Friday was a cake walk compared to Thursday and we did some preps for Land Navigation and more EST training called Shoot/No Shoot. It's a really neat trainng where they have real video connected to some M16's and set up a scenario where you have to decide whether to shoot or not. Excellent training. Why are they wasting my time with that useless Battalion Fun Run when I should be getting much more of this?? Saturday was really light and involved a short land nav course only. I won't go into it but suffice to say that if you can read a road map, it's laughably easy. In any case, it was a beautiful spring morning in South Carolina and a nice walk through the woods - sans 70# of gear or "slick". Saturday evening, I hitched a ride to the Hilton in downtown Columbia. The town is really small and comprised mostly of residential areas and the university. After a mexican meal that was big enough to choke a donkey, it was off to my room for the rest of the evening. Nothing like room service and pay per view (Revolutionary Road with Leonardo DiCaprio and Kate Winslette. 4 out of 5 stars. Was excellent, great dialogue, great character development but lost that last star because it's such a downer.) Sunday was a relaxing day getting ready for today. Up again at 0415 for the big "march". It's a mile hike in full battle rattle. I'm here to tell ya that it wasn't fun. Like....really. Just not fun. Once we got to our destination, it was good training. We are doing Convoy ops tomorrow so we set up our plan. Next was some IED training (Improvised Explosive Device) on how to recognize and what to do if you see one and finally some real brief training on how to "take a building". This is the deal where you are in 4-man teams, kick in the door and storm a house. Pretty cool but I'm really hoping this never fekkin' happens to me. Tonight is our transportation brief where they tell us when we leave the country. Rumor is Saturday but we'll know for sure in a few hours. Whew! I now have carpal tunnel in addition to a sore back and a bad attitude! For the record, I thought I might state for the record that yes, I have kept up the training. PFTHT!! The Army can't keep me down entirely. Since I had no goals, I made one up and decided that I would run 50 miles a week for the last two weeks. Success. In the last 15 days, 118 miles were covered not to mention a few elliptical and weight routines. Grrr... A final word of advice: don't run angry. But if you do, come prepared with more than one pair of shoes. Aloha.

April 14th

2009-04-14T15:02:00.000-04:00

Another dose of the army today. I keep hoping that when I sit down to write that today will be the day that I won't have anything bad to say about the Army. Alas, it isn't today. I was up at 0500 to head to the range today. Didn't fire a shot. As I was gearing up to get on the line, it started to rain and we sat for two hours while we waited for it to pass. This was finally the point where they decided that it was time to call uncle and change the plan. We flexed to a brief in the afternoon and when all was said and done, when we were released at 1630 this afternoon, I recieved about 1+30 worth of legitimate training. From 0530 to 1630... As they say in Hot Shots Part Deux, "War! Iiiiiiiit's faaaaan-TASTIC!" Yes, I know, obscure quote. It's my blog, I can quote whatever I want. So, we getting on the bus today to head back from the range and there was a dirt pass through some....well, we'll call it "landscaping" although I don't know that anyone outside the Army would really consider this landscaping. One of the drill sargents was walking up through this dirt path and as we passed, he tells us to turn around, that we weren't allowed to walk on the dirt path. His reponse to my WTF was that he "worked there". My follow on question: "So, this is a do-as-I-say-not-as-I-do type organization?" His response, "yeah". This is your Army in action folks and pretty much defines what's wrong here. This also resulted in 11 miles around the track until I finally came down off the roof. What day is it? The 14th. That's 9 and a woo {Meaning: 9 days plus one wake-up (w/u)} before I get to put this shit-hole in my rear-view. The good news is that there are 200 other Navy folks with which I can commiserate. It's very cool that where ever one goes, there are always the runners and triathletes hiding in the group. I spent the two hours sitting on my ass today talking to one of the Navy Captains about running marathons and sports nutrition. In the absence of common sense and efficiency, one can still connect with others of like mind and manage to find some enjoyment in the day. Thank God for small favors.

April 13th

2009-04-13T15:02:00.000-04:00

So today was the dreaded "Battalion PT" day. Excuse my french but that was the larget single cluster-fuck of an evolution that I have ever experienced in my entire career. And in 21 years, I've seen a few. Get up at 0345 to do a couple of windmills, stretches and run 1.2 miles? Seriously? Not only that but there are two companies worth of people out there which amounts to about 185. Try to do anything organized with that many people and yes it's challenging. But add in the fact that these idiots have a van on site at the PT field that is blasting something along the lines of Seether and you're starting to get the idea of where I'm going with this. No one can hear anything. Now add to that the fact that in the Navy, we simply don't do drill. "Drill" for the uneducated is "march-and-make-pretty-like-all-in-step" because if you can't fight well, you might as well look good. Navy folks don't do this and it takes practice. Doing a Battalion Fun Run means running (i.e. drill) in formation with nearly 200 people. So here's the scene: you have a transition zone where everyone gets out of the water at the same time, all carrying M16s and 9 mm's, gear flaying everywhere, and now we want to get all those bodies out on the road out of T1 all at once...in an orderly manner...in the pitch black of a cloudy moonless morning. Good luck. Chock up three more hours of my life courtesy of the Army that I will never get back. And no workout to show for it. The funniest thing is that we weren't 1000 feet down the road before the weak were already falling out of our 11 min per mile "run". Not that running fast is a required qualification for being a good human but you'd think that in the military at least, physical fitness would be higher up on the priority list. Mix a little Navy and Army incompetence together and you get a recipe for disaster. Did I mention this was all at 0430 in the am? What a great day. The silver lining on this cloud is the fact that we got done early today - 4:30 in the afternoon. Tomorrow I'm going to voluntarily pistol-whip myself by getting up at 0330 and doing my workout before training since we'll be at the firing range shooting M16's all day. Dragging myself to the track every afternoon after the fact is killing me. Last week I did 52.5 miles of running out of sheer desperation and the need to vent steam. By working out in the am, I hope to 1) get my body clock on Hong Kong time just for kicks and 2) get to the end of the day so impossibly exhausted that I no longer have the energy to bitch. Tomorrow will be the test bed. I'll let you know...

April 12th - Easter Sunday

2009-04-12T15:01:00.000-04:00

It's Easter Sunday. They gave us the day off which was, you know, swell of them. I spent the morning sleeping in for 12 hours. Glorious. It's the Sabbath right? (Some dog show is on in the back ground and there's a miniature poodle being shown. What the fuck is up with the ball of hair on the ass? Seriously? It's a tuft of fur in the shape of a ball on their hips? Who decided this was haut couture? Ugh. That's not a dog!) So not much to report other than we've been shooting and waiting. I'm now officially numb to the waiting. At this point, I can see how POWs managed to while away the hours. You just have to either have a REALLY long book (Tolstoy War and Peace for example) or a really vivid and active imagination. Since my pockets are already bursting at the seams with other gear like, you know, food, there's no room for books. My mind is wandering in weird directions these days. An interesting thing about the situation here is meeting the people that are going through this with me. Many (most?) are activated reservists that have a wide variety of occupations on the outside. There are the obvious for the medical, law enforcement, and legal folks but there are also some others. For example, there's the LT that stands in front of me in formation that used to work at a bar at one time and a HOnda dealership at another. Can't remember what his current occupation is but it has nothing to do with the SWO pin on his uniform. There's the guy that's a college professor. The woman from Puerto Rico who's a medical administrator (didn't knwo the Navy had them but apprently so). And a myriad of other things. Hearing their stories is interesting. I tell them I'm full-on active duty and an F14 RIO to boot and I get some weird looks (like, "WTF are you doing HERE?"). The one real downer so far that I haven't written about is the first aid class we had last week. It involved a power point slide that showed pictures of real soldiers with wounds from the battle field. This is depressing. As I told one person, "As someone looking for peace in this world, that's something I didn't want to see." It's just very sad to see real evidence of the violence that we do to one another. There were pictures of enemy soldiers as well and it wasn't any easier to see. I know they've done bad things to us but in the end, they're still human beings without legs and arms or missing half their skull on an operating table (the pictures we saw were straight from the OR - no bandages, no hiding the gore). I hope I never have to be exposed to this; call me a coward... Well, it's 1800 and there's a 0400 wake up tomorrow morning. I"m off to finish up some stuff before ending this day. 11 days to go and counting.

April 8th

2009-04-08T15:01:00.000-04:00

OK, I actually gave up playing computer solitaire to write this so I'm hoping something good actually comes out on the page. Already well under the remotestest possibility of 8 hours of sleep, I might as well press on regardless of the 0400 wakeup tomorrow morning. Nothing like rolling out of bed into full "battle dress". In the meantime, if I get writer's block, I have the company of VH1's Greatest One Hit Wonders of the 80s. Oh the good ol' days. Little did I know when I was listening to Quarter Flash as a kid that 23 years later, I'd be writing about listening to it under these circumstances. Lest I bore you with yet more stories of Army, I'll keep the bitching to a minimum except to say that we were on the range from 0730 until 1515 today and I actually got about 2 hours of legitimate training. For the daily MRE (Meals Ready to Eat) report, we have: beef ravioli, peanutbutter and something labeled "wheat bread", an oatmeal cookie, and (of all things) fried rice and a lovely capri sun from the 2009 vintage (it was a good month). Now for the verdict: ravioli wasn't bad. I should know as I grew up on the stuff. Heated it would have been much better but just imagine eating really think chef boyardee out of the fridge. I suspect that after this little summer camp, my digestion will never be the same but then again, if I can fix it after 5 cruises on Navy ships, anything is possible. I didn't touch the peanut butter. Not worth the calories. "Wheat Bread". This is a misnomer. If this shit is wheat bread, I'm Chrissie Wellington. Seriously, it has the texture of a REALLY bad biscuit and the flavor of wallpaper paste. If you read the ingredients, it looks harmless enough but that explains the complete lack of taste. (If you would like an MRE so you can, in fact, verify my review, please let me know. I will grab a few and try to mail them to you.) It's not food. This is something thrown into the MRE to add 300 more calories (500 if you toss on the peanut butter) to hungry and desperate grunts on patrol. Read comments about breakfast the other day. The people who decided this would be good food for soldiers should be prosecuted. Oatmeal cookie. Despite the fact that I'm not a dessert eater, this cookie is pretty good. Ingredients are harmless (mostly) and the taste is good even if the texture is a hair on the dry side. Overall, on a scale of 1 to 10 with 10 being the best meal I ever had at the Kalapawai Cafe and 1 being dirt, this meal was a solid 5. Moving on....Fried rice?? Really?? With ravioli? Who combinde these? Shit man, you gotta love globalism. Tomorrow, I'll look for the MRE that has Chicken Pad Thai, toastadas, wienerschnitzels and fried okra. Yummy! On the other hand, the turkey sandwich I made for myself this evening with a side of Ruffles and 2 squares of dove chocolate for a chaser was a solid 7. Best meal I've had all week. Now for some good news since I've been doing much too much bitching lately. Of the 2 hours of legitimate training we received today, 30 minutes was devoted to "Hummer Familiarization". We got an up close and personal look at an Army "Humvee" with a ride included as long as you were tall enough to ride the ride. With 65# of gear, I've compressed my spine almost to the point of being under the 48" stick but thankfully, I just squeaked under (or over in this case) the wire. So off we go on the back roads of Army Base Ft. Jackson. There are 5 seats in the humvee - driver, passenger, gunner, and two back seaters. There's not a lot of room especially when you have 5 men in full battle gear and the extra tactical gear that is loaded in the vehicle on patrol but for today, it was roomy (if not comfortable). The seats are sorta hard as one would expect which is a real pain in the ass when going over bumpy roads (ha ha..I's a cah-meeedee-an). Contrary to popular belief, these vehicles really aren't great off road. They'll do but they're no Jeep Wrangler. It was a beautiful day here in South Cakalay and rolling down the windows while driving through sand roads in the forest was definitely the high point of the day. If I could have stuck my head out the window like a dog, I would have. Anyhoo, we each got a shot at gunner and driver. I was gunner first and the first driver took off out of the lot heading for the woods. Along the way was a construction site with some large puddles. I'll post the video on Facebook when I get a chance. It's priceless. You'll love the audio when the mud hits me square. Quid Pro Quo when I was the drive and he was the gunner... :) All in all, not a bad day because I've pretty much stopped caring about laying my rifle on the deck, and stopped trying to hold up all that freaking gear. Today we also did an M16 trainer which included some indoor laser sighting and shooting which sounds boring but is actually really interesting. If my rifle fires well tomorrow, it should be fun. In any case, what's not to like about the smell of gun powder. It's the smell of....victory.

April 6th

2009-04-06T15:00:00.000-04:00

The 0430 wakeup came early this morning. Did you know there was such thing as 0430? Tomorrow I will get to find out what 0400 is like. Well, it's one way to get on east coast time. I think I ran across one of the most priceless moments of this entire trip this morning. I don't think it will be topped. Unfortunately I didn't get a picture to prove that I'm not making this up but I imagine the EYE-denitcal will happen again. Soooo...muster at 0500. RUSH to get to breakfast (a 30 second walk) because we don't want to be late to our 0630 brief. Seriously, they leave 90 minutes to eat breakfast (which as you will discover shortly doesn't take 90 minutes) and walk the 400m or so to the auditorium. So in we rush thinking we were going to be served breakfast. Guess what it is? A package that contains the following: 2 mini bowls of three cereal choices - fruit loops, apple jacks or corn pops, Boxed milk (boxed milk???? eeeewwwwww!!!), canned orange juice (about 4 oz worth), poptarts and a nutragrain bar. This is what we're feeding our warriors folks. Pure sugar. At 0500. Follow that up with an MRE at....drumroll please....1:30 in the afternoon. One of the first things they told us when we got here was that they were "going to take care of us". If this is getting taken care of, I certianly don't want to be left out in the cold. Plus it's like product placement central. Every junk food known to man must want to get their crap into military distribution. Too bad they can't get Red Man and Jack Daniels in that breakfast pack. Follow that up with the courtesy bottle of Purell (in a neat little cammie bottle - how cute). Deep down inside (ok, not so deep down inside) I'm majorly freaking out here. Thank God for the trip to the commissary yesterday for a loaf of bread and some peanut butter. I didn't realize my stash of organic bars, the loaf of bread and jar of PB would be gone in a matter of days. I pondered this over a Red Bull that got me through at 2:00 pm this afternoon. After this is all over, I just may never touch fast food or junk food ever again. (Beer doesn't count.) So today, we were issued out "battle rattle". It includes: one tactical vest, steel chest plate 1" thick, steel back plate 1" thick, shoulder protectors, side protectors and one groin protector. Additionally, we were issued one kevlar helmet (that weights about 10# - I finally have a 10# head!!), and a bunch of other shit that I will never use including a tent, 4 mosquito nets (yup, four - your tax dollars hard at work), two sets of gloves, 4 sports bras, watch belt, two canteens, canteen carriers, camel back, helmet goggles, two sets of sunglasses (cheap Oakley knock-offs), sleeping bag, ground mat and a packable shovel. Not to mention the fact that this stuff weights about 60 pounds which is damn near half my body weight, this is waste, fraud and abuse at it's best. Do you wonder why the military spends so much of our money? This is why. Some guy wrote to his congressman about how badly he was outfitted and as a result, the entire military heading over there is geared up with more shit than you can shake a stick at. Supposedly lots of it is returned but not the stuff that touches skin (gloves, helmet liner, cold weather fleece and raingear, cammies, etc.) That is prime tax money hard at work. Depsite the fact that I will likely be doing most of my stuff behind a desk, I now am the proud owner of a sleeping bag and packable shovel. Yippee skippee! Tell me then, folks, why we can't spend more money on, like, a loaf of bread or whatever and a pack of banana muffins along with some fruit for breakfast? It'd be cheaper that the freakin' fruit loops any way. Just wondering. Score one more victory for me despite the day: 5.5 miles on the tack and 30 minutes on an eliptical. Now that deserves a yippee skippee. Tomorrow: rifle issue and range firing in full battle gear after about three hours in the class room. Did I mention the 0400 wake up? I'll be in Kuwait time before I leave this place if they have their way. Some one drink a beer for me please?

April 5th - First full day with the Army

2009-04-05T14:59:00.000-04:00

So I though I forgot Easter this year. I freaked out for a second until I got back to my room to google it to find out that it's next week. Whew! No point in playing the game if you're not going to follow the rules and milestones. For the record, I love the fact that I can "google Easter". It just sounds funny. It's right along the same lines as the woman back in Hawaii who gives me my massages. This woman is unreal, a master, a healer and seems to have a direct line to the Source. She's damn near a throw back to ancient Hawaiian healers. You get the idea...she texts me to remind me that I have an appointment. Good to see that the kahunas are at least on board with cellphones and other haole technology. :) So first item of the day, technology ensured me that I did not miss Easter. Win won for Rosie today; count it because they are few and far between lately. As I mentioned yesterday, I'm in this cottage-like set up. I think I also mentioned that having JO's would be better than having O6's. I hereby retract that statement. I met CAPT "Hardass" today and she's a bull in a china shop. This is one woman that I will NOT stand in the way off. You do want to be close by though because the entertainment value of watching her tell a Master Chief he's fucked up is PRICELESS! This may actually be one of the first Surface Warfare officers I've ever truly respected. It may be becasue she was a pilot first but really, you just have to love being around someone who drives through base at 55 mph (in a 35) and really doesn't care. One of the first words she said to me was, "this place SUCKS!!" Wow, a breath of fresh air. She's taking over charge of all the IA's for the Navy meaning she's actually in the chain of command for the people that work here. I don't think they realize it. They told her if she wanted liberty next weekend, she was going to have to put in a special request chit. For those of you not in the know, let me put it like this: It's like having to ask your children if you can go out and play. I think her answer to the Master Chief was a simple, "yeah....NO!" We compared notes from San Diego and had the same problems with the same people so I have at least a little validation for my bitching. So that's one of my room mates. As I always say, could be worse! Since there is a Navy instruction stating that no alcohol will be consumed within 12 hours of firing a weapon (OK, that makes sense), they've completely nixed booze. Even on Saturday nights when there's no chance that we will be firing weapons any time soon. Conveniently enough, in order to make life easy for the few that work here, they've made life very hard on the other 300 people actually going through the training. Never mind that we are going to Afghanistan, Iraq, Somolia and other assorted places. Like I said in previous posts, it's the little things in life that make is bearable. Is it too much to ask to have a beer on Saturday? Wouldn't be such a big deal except for the Master Chief (previoulsy mentioned) is fat and obviously beyond Navy Standards for PRT. "Do what I say and not what I do". Hmmmm, that's the way to build morale! The Navy really knows how to take care of it's people. Good news. Hmmmm.....OK, there is some. I got out and ran 14 miles this morning. Some might not think this is good news but it is. The bad news is that by the time I was done, my body was crying out for food. I haven't eaten a real meal since Friday night (snacking since then - all day yesterday and no the roast beef didn't count). I went over the the exchange and packed on massive amounts of fat and grease in the form of a Charlies Sub and fries...yes with Sprite. I feel like the preacher that just opened a porn mag. "I'm not supposed to be doing this but it feels soooooo good! I hope no one sees me!" Follow that up with a Red Bull and we can pretty much say I've fallen off the wagon. Time to close the porn mag, open up the Reader's Digest and get back in form.

April 4th - Transfer from San Diego to Ft. Jackson, South Cakalaky

2009-04-04T14:58:00.000-04:00

Another day, another dollar... This morning we transfered via C-9 to Ft. Jackson just outside of Columbia, SC. The flights were uneventful (Marine C-9 which meant no nonsense and wasting no time). We got to Columbia early after a stop in Kansas. I'd say Podunk, Kansas but that would be an insult to Podunk. I took a picture but have no way to load it up right now. Once in Columbia, it was finally green and beautiful. The drive from the airport to the base was about 30 miles on country roads lined with pine forest. No time to be existential but it was certainly nice to see. It's been a long time since I've seen country like this. It was a beautiful spring day here and the sunset (over an Army parking lot littered with army vehicles) was beautiful. After standing in yet another line, we were finally done with the check in and some chow (I passed on the stew....you just never know). So here I am in my palace (the four room "cottage" sure beats the open bay barracks. O5 women and O6 men get their own accomodations. If the other women don't show up, some JO's will jump in which would actually be preferable. Thye have a tendency to liven the place up. We're sharing a bathroom but it's clean enough and we were given towels. Not only that but we have a fridge and a coffee maker. Not that I will be drinking coffee. I had my last espresso for weeks yesterday. I tried to get one this morning but the shop was closed on Saturdays. This could potentially be worse that no booze. We were told that regardless, alcohol is off limits. Fuckin' great. Fuckin' army. Leave to the Army to entirely pull the fun out of everything. So my last beer and my last espresso. I'd trade all the cable TV (our cottage has DirecTV) for a morning espresso. Crap.

April 3rd

2009-04-03T14:56:00.000-04:00

So, here I am eating potato chips and drinking a beer despite the fact that yesterday, I learned my cholesterol is 204. For one who knows me this is entirely unsatisfactory for several reasons. One, I like numbers: heart rates, workout times, percentages in zone, race time, how fast I did something, how much I weight, how fast my Harley goes, how long I've been doing something, how many flight hours, how many traps, and on and on. Especially for a person who has a Masters Degree in Holistic Nutrition, 204 is unbelievable. I chalk it up to (I know...I know) the nachos I had at Taco Bell and the load of french fries I had at a greek restaurant the other day. It certainly has nothing to do with the fact that I've downed up to four drinks a night and am not eating well or making good decisions about my diet. It's not my fault; that's my story and I'm sticking to it. So that's my current state of mind. Despite the fact that it's entirely unsat that my cholesterol is about 50 points too high (I've had it tested as low as 150) I'm still sitting here drinking beer and eating potato chips. The last week of my life has been an exercise in anger management and patience. I thought I had mastered both but once again, God has stepped in and said, "SCHYA! WHATEVER!" Day 1: lots of briefs. No big deal. Day 2....Navy Medical. For those that haven't had the pleasure of dealing with a socialized medical system which is basically what military medicine is, let me forwarn you that no matter what Hillary Clinton says, we DON'T need socialized medicine. Do you know why it takes weeks...months to get an appointment despite the fact that you are dying from cancer now? Because the PA (that's Physicians Assistant...that's right, you don't even get an official MD) is so busy wasting time chatting someone up that people end up waiting hours and days to be seen. There's no way I can do this justice. Imagine spending 8 hours waiting to see a doctor for a simple signature, being told to go home because he's done for the day (at 3 or 4:00 pm) and then when you get to see him finally (the next day after waiting another 2 hours or so), he spends a whopping two minutes clicking buttons on a computer and 20 minutes asking questions about your personal life that have absolutely no bearing on your medical profile. This is the limit for me. I think at this point, I'm probably lucky that he didn't suggest I see a psychologist for being unstable. My behavior was deplorable but frankly, I wasn't much in the mood to care. This was another interesting experience at medical and almost deserves its own post but since I'm feeling ornery, it's included here. So I'm in immunizations for 4 hours waiting for 1) a shot I've already received that the jack ass at my previous medical dept didn't log and 2) only takes 30 seconds. 4 hours. Did I mention FOUR HOURS? Plenty of time to catch up on....anything. But since we were told we weren't allowed to bring computers into medical, we're forced to sit in a hot room and read (if we can stay awake that long). This is why they issue these neat uniforms; so the droll doesn't show. So this chief sits down next to me and the only thing I said for the next 30 minutes was my initial "how's it going?". That's all it took to loose the flood gates. This man talked incessantly about his children, his job, his philosophy on life, you name it. Unreal the personal information he shared with me. At one point he briefly asked about my career. I mentioned F14's and he said, "So, how do you like those F16's?" OK. I can deal with that. That's about all I got to say about that because he delved into some other topic. He also asked briefly about my family and said I had put it off due to career. 5 minutes later he asked how many children I had. Make the bad man stop.... On top of all this, someone seems to have determined that the answer for me is definitely "no". Like for everything. Like getting specific directions for the post office in Solana Beach and then not being able to find it. Wasting 30 minutes of my already limited time. Getting to a store (that I drove 30 miles to go to) only to walk up as they clicked the door locked at the end of the day. Like the girl at the coffee shop taking a break every time I show up to get an espresso. Like the face plant I took today on the gravel track by the Q caused by stakes that entirely blend into the background (being wtinessed by several construction workers). Looking for the UPS store that the guys said was at the Exchange and that "you couldn't miss it" only to find that one, indeed, could miss it....numerous times. (No, I never did find it.) Like being issued 60 pounds of gear and being told that you can only bring 40 pounds of gear onto the flight that takes you to your next stop (seriously. I don't make this up) Only a few examples of the dozens of examples this week. Like now when I went to drink my beer...it was all gone. Who came and drank that while I wasn't looking. Seriously? Wow, I really need some love...and another beer. I know, this is the standard American whining about how I didn't get my coffee and that's fine. I'm a bad person who's spoiled. Oh well. It would be nice to catch a break because when you're heading off to the middle east for a year, when you're leaving all the people you love, when you're leaving the once place on planet earth that you really feel is home, it's the little things that make it bearable. You expect life to be painful once you get in the desert but certainly not here. Let's just get this over with so I can go home and see my husband. If it's just a case of being a bad dream, could someone please wake me now? I'd rather have insomnia.

March 30th

2009-03-30T14:52:00.000-04:00

Checked into NMPS (Navy Manpower Processing Site. Also know as: the Navy's Medical Processing Sucks) today. It was as bad as I thought it would be although there was the standard hurry up and wait bit. Muster was at 0500 and my part only took one hour so I had another two to kill. As expected just when I was falling asleep back in my room, it was time to get back up and head back for briefs. Freaky thing: they must pull a lot of the pictures for their briefs from the Navy media center. On one of the slides was a picture of me from IM training (running around the Camp Smith track). I don't think anyone noticed which is good because it was one of the really bad pictures. Weird. I did get a chance to run to the Exchange at lunch which was nice. It was a warm, beautifully sunny San Diego day. They are so hard to beat. The air is so crystal clear it almost hurts the eyes. There was a nice breeze blowing and at one point I walked past a row of flowering shrubs and got the most wonderful perfume of blooming flowers. Seriously, it was amazing. After class was over, I was done heading back to the Q thinking it was in for the day but got restless. I threw on some sneakers and hit the road to look for the gym. I found the freakin' jackpot. Track in back; pool open from 0500 - 1845. It's 76 degrees but damn the luck, I just happened to have my wetsuit with me. I know. They get to make fun of me here too. But 76 is too cold especially at 0500 in the ay-freakin'-em. So tomorrow morning the plan is to get up early (since I'm going to have to get on East Coast time anyway) and hit the pool. Frankly I didn't think I'd be able to workout hardly at all but lo and behold, they can't keep me down. The run this afternoon was awesome. Fast and light. Too bad though, there was a whole field of soccer players with fantastic legs that I could have oggled if I'd been going slower. Clear, cool air. Smell of pine trees. Light evening breeze with the sun slowly lowering under the horizon. I miss Hawaii but if I have to be somewhere else, this is certainly high on my list of places to go. Tomorrow's another day. Can't wait to see it.

March 29th - Trip from Hawaii to San diego

2009-03-29T14:41:00.000-04:00

March 29th: A letter to my husband since we're not in phone contact and he reads this religiously. Don't know why. Schmoopie, So it’s day one of the move. The day started without much sleep; another day in a strange bed. A 0430 wakeup and out the door (late again) by 5:15. Said goodbye to TN and OH. Depressing and we’ll leave it at that; they are at Iroquois Point for a race this morning. It’s amazing how many people are on the roads at that hour, especially on a Sunday. In keeping with my desire to spend as much money as possible in the shortest time possible (ok, not really but that seems to be the way of things lately), I spent $462 for an upgrade to first class. For that price, I get a boarding pass that’s a pretty gold color. Who knew? If I knew that, I would have been upgrading all along! A gold boarding pass. Will wonders never cease. Normally I wouldn’t care at all unlike TN that has made a small career out of mastering the Frequent Flyer system for every airline including the obscure ones from places like Singapore and Malaysia. Sitting in coach doesn’t really bother me all that much except for the obvious – 1) getting crunched in next to some really a) big person or b) someone in need of a shower and/or dental hygiene. Really it isn’t that hard. Second thing is (I always sit on the aisle) the carts that come through driven by irked inflights that just don’t give a shit about those of us crunched in like cattle. There are no permanent scars but some bruises throughout the years. Anyhoo, I’m $462 lighter and I expect to be treated like a queen for the next 6 hours. This may be the only flight that I wish would last as long as possible. OK, not really. In the mean time, I’m sitting here in the waiting area listening to some moron pontificate about Jesus. As a Christian, I’m on board with the whole concept but at this point, the conversation (attempted conversion so it seems) is being conducted as the volume of an annoying cell phone call. Something that is (or rather should be in my opinion) an extremely personal subject shouldn’t be conducted so the entire waiting area can hear you. So far, I haven’t heard the other person who’s theoretically part of this conversation say a single word. Maybe that’s because he’s conducting his portion of the conversation as a normal volume. GASP! That’s just crazy talk. I gotta say, I’m not totally on board with the whole idea of actively going out of my way to turn someone to Christ. I would think that the far more effective thing to do is live the life of a good example and if someone asks, you share. OBE. It's now quiet. (OBE = Overcome By Events) Well, it’s time for me to board with my…..GOLD boarding pass. Yea! They just made the announcement that 1st Class is full by the way. Now doesn’t that make me special Part 2:With two movies and only 5 hours of flight time, the flight went pretty quick. It was yet another opportunity for great people watching. The dude who sat next to me looked older but had the body language of a younger person. Grey and balding but wore sneakers and put his feet up on the wall in front of us like a teen ager. Where on earth did Americans figure out that it was okay to put their feet all over everything. In your home, no one cares but really? I'm simply not doing this justice. Anyway, he didn't try to talk so that fantastic. Based on what he was watching on his portable DVD player and the fact that he was playing 15-year old, he wouldn't have been that interesting. So, after a quick stop in LA (for a much needed espresso....ahhhhh....), we were off to San Diego. My first taste of this GSA things was great and I'm sure a harbinger of things to come. HUAH! Hurry Up And Wait. After driving around the base for a while, I decided to go to the BOQ for directions. Thankfully, it was apparently the place I was supposed to be. Unfortunately, I had to take a number because there were about 50 fucking people waiting in line. I was #56. As no doubt I will say frequently over the next few weeks, "I don't make this stuff up." It only took 90 minutes to get checked in. So finally, I'm here in the BOQ with a full belly courtesy of Subway and the History channel on. I suppose not bad. Except for the fact that it's a 0415 wake-up for uniform fittings. Fuckin' AWESOME!! I love this shit!So, sorry schmoopie, there aren't a lot of fun things (or funny things) to talk about today. I have no doubt, however, that the fun-factor will increase exponentially as I progress towards Fort Jackson and Kuwait. The best news is that, after three years, my wireless finally works. I'll talk to you soon :) Love, K